they stood togather, side by side, where noone would have guessed. as he looked over fondly at her face, she seemed reluctant to return his stare. finally after several long moments, looking towards the distance she said 'i need to tell you something, i really hope you won't be angry' she finally turned to face him, her eyes emloring him serching his eyes with her own, hoping to catch a glance on how he is feeling, trying to serch for understanding within those impassable eyes of his.
his heart turned over when he heard those words, then he almost laughed right out, 'oh my goodness' he thought, 'this is definately a really bad case of dejavu!' his mind suddently went back a few months ago, remembering clearly those same words uttered by a totally difference face. shaking his head in wonder, he thought again 'this is amazing'. yet he turned and looked tenderly back at her, staring back into those soft brown eyes of hers, so brown they were almost black, and wispered back to her 'it's ok, i think i do understand'
she turned away, as if unable to withstand his stare, then cried out.. almost unaduiblely... i'm so sorry.. i don't mean to hurt you... i'm so sorry.. she felt his hands grab both sides of her face and turn them back to face him, those strong hands each speaking of streagth and power which he would have gladly used to protect her in time of need were now gentely holding her as he spoke to her again.. it's ok... really.. it's ok.. i do understand.. she shook her head out of his grip and said.. are you angry at me? she paused then replied her question, of course you are! how can u not be?
he considered her words for a moment, then suprised that he accually ment what he was about to say replied... really... no.. i understand.. i'm not angry at you, i really am not.. perhaps abit disapointed but i'm not angry... really.
she reached out and grabed his arms u'll be ok won't you? she asked gosh.. i'm so sorry.. i feel terrible she exclaims again
he smiles back at her.. the first smile since the whole drama has unfolded.. dun worry.. i'll be ok i'm strong.. he then adds with a wink... i always survive.. i would have thought you'll have known that by know! he then feels a surge of emotions within as the hollowness of what he has just said come rushing through him... he feels his raw emotions turmoi within his body.. so strongly that part of it seems to blead out though his eyes.. he quickly turns away, refusing to let her see what truely lies beneath his facade.
she saw something flicker within his eyes for a moment before he turned away.. concered she grabs his face and turns it back to her own and asks again.. u'll be ok won't you? but this time.. he looks a little dejected, shoulders slumped forward a little and sighs softly.. unable to take it anymore.. she reaches around him and grabes him tight.. she feels his arms snake around her and returns the embrace with similar passion... amids tears she mumbles into his chest.. how can you still be so sweet about this even after i've been so horrible to you?
he holds her tight as her sobs rake through her body... holding her tight while wispering into her ear.. it's ok... really... it's ok... don't feel so bad about this... i really don't blame you for this ok? her grip on him slowly slackens as her sobs subside...and as she breaks away..he reaches out and wipes away the remnance of her tears with the sleave of his shirt.. she looks up as if to say thank you and he leans forward... suddently his mouth explodes with the sweetness of her lips as they responds to his..
if there had been passion in their previous kisses.. this one merely seems to say.. goodbye.. but don't worry.. i'll still be here... forever
