what do you do.. when ur at the end of your rope? no matter where you look... all u can see is a fall, a fall into the deep unknown.. the darken hole is all u can stare at. nothing u can do seems to help, u scream, yet no sound emerges. you want to wave to attract attention, but u can't let go of the rope.

your life flashes before your very eyes. the years that past, all you have gone through. u feel the knife edge agaist your heart, as all the thing u wish u can forget flashes though your mind. howevery, ur mouth seems to turn up, into a bitter smile, as the many memories u have, the times that u laughed, the fairy tale of long ago tugs at the strings of ur heart. such times you wonder, would they ever come again...

what do you do, when the facade you've put on, not the one you use when ur down, but the one ur've been carrying, all along the life that u remember... suddently blows up in your face? you struggle as u try to reach out to grip on to the fragments as they fly past, yet somehow they always seem to slip past your fingers. you realise, this part of your life is over, now how it moves on, no one knows.

ur scared, ur've nv felt this way before, everytime u felt scared before, now seems like a save hevan, all you can see now is pain, more pain, and yet more pain. what you eat tmr, where you slp, you have no idea where that'll come from. yet what can you do about it? ur the man of the family, but wat can i do? i've not even finished studying? would sweeping roads pay my bills? and not just do i have bills to pay, i have bills of others to pay for too.

you turn around in dispare, yet u see nothing. then a face apears. wait, you know this face. yes, i'm sure i do know you! u've been my friend in times of need, we walked through the path of life together once. you run over to catch it in an embrace, but emptyness engulves you. thanks for being there man, i really apreaciate it. but i'm sorry.... no matter how much u support me, i still have to face reality. i'm still human, i eat, i slp and i shit. nothing u can do can change that. i'll still have to find my way about

looking back as the year passes, i'll remember all of you. i'll try to forget the things that got between us, and i'll always cherish all the times we laughed together. and as all stories come to and end... good bye to all of you, good bye to the life i once had, and goodbye to you my friend, and thanks for being there for me.

now as i start along this road, that i can only do so alone, suddently alone don't seem so lonely anymore.

this is to you my friend, my companion, and my brother. i do wish you all the best for the rest of your life!

winds have howled, rain have battered, of ships that sailed, few have lived. though the one that pervailed... is Friendship

guys don't spend their lives watching each other, but they stand side by side, watching the world